Sometimes I wish I could write as eloquently and precisely as
C.S. Lewis, Jane Austen, or E.M. Bounds and the like, because then I wouldn’t
have to use as many words as I’m going to in order to describe my last
week. I would make a terrible author
because typically I get overwhelmed when I think about having to transfer
emotions or thoughts to written words, so normally I don’t even bother. But since it’s been over a month since my
last post, combined with the fact that this will probably be my last post from
India, I thought I’d give it a try. Bear
with me.
My friend and I had the chance to hop on a plane and travel
to India’s holy city. What Mecca is to a Muslim, this city is to a Hindu. Time or space doesn’t permit me to tell you
about the history behind this city and the gods connected to it, but one thing
worth mentioning is that it’s dedicated to the god Shiva, the Destroyer.
Summary of Shiva: he’s violent, and likes chopping off peoples’ heads. Ironic, because he is also known to be a
spiritual seeker. And he still resides
in the city that is considered to be Heaven on earth for a Hindu. I will never understand.
Our friend took us on a boat tour along the banks, and the
sadness I felt as we drifted silently was indescribable. The shoreline is covered by massive stone
stairs (called ghats) that lead directly into the water, and they were covered
by people. But the most disturbing sight by far was the
burning ghat, where the dead are burned right by the river and their ashes strewn
into the water below. We got out of the
boat and stood directly above the site; from twenty feet I saw a couple bodies
burning and other bodies being prepared for cremation. Ten feet away from the flames, men waist-deep
in ash-filled water were scavenging for anything valuable the family might have left
behind. Words can’t describe the feeling
we all had as we witnessed this scene, but the only thing running through my
head was the old, simple hymn, ‘What can wash away my sins? Nothing but the blood of Jesus.’
A tour of a famous Hindu temple afterwards was not much more
than a blur, but I’m thankful I got a chance to see these pillars of
Hinduism. It helps me understand the
culture a little bit better, and there’s something to be said for getting to
know the country you live in. But most of
all, it made me so thankful for Truth.
So this is very likely
my last post from India! I have just
over 2 weeks left. I’m starting the
phase of Lasts and Goodbyes, and not looking forward to it. I have come to love this place. Been through the wringer here (physically and
spiritually), but man I love it. Locals
tell me this always happens to foreigners.
Somehow, India settles into your heart and never leaves. The phrase they always hear is “there’s something
about this place…” It’s true.
But after 6 months away, I’m ready to be home. See you soon :)